At the crossroads

There are moments in  our lives when we find  ourselves at the crossroads.  Confused. Afraid. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, we faced with the unknown, most   of us would rather turn around and go back. But once in a while people push on to something better - something found   just beyond the pain of doing it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. And it’s only when you’re tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be  does exist, somewhere on the other side of hardwork, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead. 

Post shift breakfast//

Since the weather was half gloomy half sunny yesterday at nakakaumay na ang Jobbee breaky, time for us to make a sort of team building and of course to stress out oursleves. As planned we should go again to a Korean Resto but unfortunately that Resto is not yet open that time. However, no one of us wanted to go home yet so we ended up having the psb @ Burger King (Tomas Morato). 

There are two main reasons why we rushed to take a post shift breakfast immediately. First, one of my team mates had her birthday last Monday, so we decided to have a post birthday celebration yesterday. Lastly, we just wanted to unwind and make some bonding thingy to stress out ourselves from an overloaded and toxic working week.

Payday na this coming friday so its time na ulet to make some gastos. Hahaha. Tummy got cramps coz of pigging-out and ovcourse not to mention the epic episodes of laugh-on-top-of-our-lungs.  

Another good moment with my team - laughter and smiles splashed all over the table again. 

Guess what, may namunuo na palang love team sa group. Yiiiihh, kinilig ako sa kanila yesterday. I know some of you guys are reading now this blog. Hahaha. Sya na ang ‘nginig-labi’. :)) 

Getting bitter for better..

“May mga bagay bagay talaga sa mundo na kahit nasa sa iyo na ng mahabang panahon kung hindi mo talaga pagmamay-ari, kailangan mong pakawalan para hanapin ang tunay na nagmamay-ari nito”.

Umiyak na ako ng mas malakas pa sa buhos ng ulan. Nabuhos ko na lahat ng luha ko ng mas mabigat pa sa bumabagyong panahon kamakailan. Nasabi ko na lahat ng hinanakit ko na mas maingay pa sa patak ng ulan. At kahit nagawa ko ng ito, uuwi pa rin ako sa bahay ng wala ng babalikan. 

Marahil kailanga nating tanggapin na may mga bagay bagay na pansamantala lamang - na wala na ung dating sa tuwing matutulog tayo may magsasabing “sana makasama pa rin kita kahit sa panaginip”….At kailangang sanayin ang mga sarili natin na wala na yung mga taong minsan nagbigay ng magandang karanasan sa ‘ting mundo.

Walang bagay sa mundo na permanente kundi pagbabago, may mga bagay man aalis pero ang maganda dun merong darating at darating. Kailangan lang yan ng oras para maghilom lahat ng galos at sugat para sa oras na meron ng dumating hindi man ito tulad ng dati at least buo pa rin at tunay. 

Forgive me for being bitter these past few days. I just don’t like all the things that are happening with me and my ex boyfriend. We tried all the means to fix it but still all the efforts are useless.

Day 05 - A picture of you and the person you’ve had the best memories with.

We grew like we are brothers. We spent our teenage life full of good and funny memories. We may fight because of our differences yet the feeling of friendship remained the same. 

He is my best friend and time proves that. He proved that distance is just a number but can’t ruin the friendship. Sometimes, he is like more than a boyfriend, he always asks if I had already my lunch. He is more than a brother. He is more than a lover. He is the best friend than you can count on.

Happy birthday to him. Wishing him the best. 

May photochallenge pala ako. Muntik na naman mawala sa isip ko to! Hahaha.